suck

I SUCK BIG TIME.

here's a convo between me and lynnette.. about the band competition at PWTC.


: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
dun worry

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
there will always be next year

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
XD

alvinkei says:
yea

alvinkei says:
sigh

alvinkei says:
boring sial

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
why not go this year

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
go see how's the comp

alvinkei says:
no way

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
then nx year u know what to expect

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
no?

alvinkei says:
nop

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
okay then

alvinkei says:
shoot me also i don wana go

alvinkei says:
sure make me emo for few months

alvinkei says:
cos see all the terrer guitarist there

alvinkei says:
i macam so suck lidat

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
hmm...

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
then u can motivate urself to upgrade urself marr

alvinkei says:
no.. it'll make me quit instead

alvinkei says:
i very weird one la..

alvinkei says:
i hate seeing other ppl on stage oen..

alvinkei says:
except those artistes

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
hmm...

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
reli bit weird

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
u won't feel anything like... erm... i wanna win that guy... or i can play better than that larr

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
meh?

alvinkei says:
nop.. not for guitar

alvinkei says:
my guitar.. very low confidence one..

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
boost up ur self confidence larr

alvinkei says:
i suck so bad.. how to boost my confidence

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
stop saying u suck

alvinkei says:
sigh

alvinkei says:
n also feel like quit singin

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
why u wanna quit everything just because u dun do it well?

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
if u really treat it as a passion right

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
something u like doing

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
why quit just because u suck at it?

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
u play for ur likes

alvinkei says:
nop..

alvinkei says:
i play to be famous

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
the go upgrade urself larr

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
go take lessons

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
or wtv

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
practice more

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
the world of music right

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
sure got ppl like and dun like somethings one

alvinkei says:
i got no patience, got no heart edi

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
that means u have no passion for music

alvinkei says:
yea.. its dying di

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
damn dissapointing

alvinkei says:
sigh

alvinkei says:
tats y im such a failure la

alvinkei says:
its the only thing i do but i got no heart di

.: Lynnette :. [http://book4sales.blogspot.com/] says:
why no heart already??

alvinkei says:
i cant do it alone la..

I WOULD TRADE HALF OF MY LIFE TO BE FUCKING BLOODY INSANELY GOOD IN EVERYTHING THAT I KNOW RIGHT NOW.

and that includes :

- piano
- guitar
- bass
- singing
- screaming