i cant play

it seems to me that i cant play any proper shit on my guitar.

yeah i could play scales n stuff, but ask me to play something (like how everyone always go: "hey play somethin for me to hear) and i'll go blank on the guitar. even those people who only know how to play 'Canon Rock' is much better than me.

went to curve just now, had nothing much to do. just couldn't stand the fact that i'm having 2 free days (wednesday and today) and yet i spent the whole afternoons at home just rotting and wishing that there was college instead.

but when there IS college, like tomorrow for instance, i dread staying for the second class. like, how bad can it be? let me show you.

10am-1pm : contract law (i like this lecture. the lecturer interacts well with us and still doesn't compromise on the facts churned out)

2pm-6pm : PUBLIC LAW ZOMFG.

i dread going to public law. 4 hours of a dry topic is enough to knock out even the 'high'-est of drinkers.

*UPDATE*

yes yes yes yes yes i can play faster on the guitar today <3